The Good, the bad and the ugly...feelings

I'm happy today. I really am. Every once in a while, something happens to you, someone says something or does for you that really makes your day! Today was such a day. I'm exercising caution here..I'm not telling what it is, if you really wanna know e-mail me ;)

The past couple of weeks have been very weird. They've been good weeks. I read in my horoscopes a couple of weeks earlier that I will be popular amongst my friend, they'll start liking me and I'll get feedback from them. Well, it turned out exactly true! I've usually been the type of person who listened more than talked more, a bit reserved kind of person, though I'm not actually like that, I've moulded myself into this type of person who goes into a shell when in a circle of people. All that changed suddenly, I felt like I've had enough of the silence and that it was time for me to speak up, i didn't care what I said (cos I say a lot of stupid things!) and so I did say. And in fact, I said some of the most sensible things in my life!

I'm writing this in parts, the above two paragraphs were written a couple of days ago and something awful has happened since. My mate shot his stupid mouth off and has made things really awful!! How shortlived the good feeling was ! Damn! Learn to keep a secret for heavens sake! I'm just typing this in to get this documented. so I can look back a year from now and say..yep, I learnt to keep a secret from that episode. Especially when the secret is a girls!! If the person I'm talking about is reading this..I'm sorry ;) This is real regret , honest!

Moving on to happier things, the prono project is off! Let me make that official..all those who thought I'd turned into the devil...don't think so cos the sage, the saint is back!! We got another neat project instead, a company that makes and sells houses in Nevada, Las Vegas.

The bastard postman keeps dropping in a couple of lousy letters in the mail ever since the strike got over!!! Where the hell are my postcards!!! I'm sending out the greeting cards tomorrow..if you want one..e-mail me ;)))))

Can't think of anything else to write...thats it for today..I'm going for a walk! Oh yeah, lest I forget...Merry christmas to all!!!